I am crying again

I am so confused. I hate this feeling. It becomes hurt drowning hurt and I cannot figure out how to stop it. I am called a liar liar liar liar!!!!!!
You are thinking about it too much. You are mumbling. Don't you remember! ? You do that every day, how could you forget?, that's not true. Just because it is how you feel, doesn't mean its true. I am not criticizing, but what you stated is invalid.